just wanted to say it.

Bubble.
Pop.
Electric.

words floating in my head.

florescent chewing gum.

neon pink.

the images floating in my head.

I should probably get to PSD now.

awwdi!

climbs up my desk, ended up doodling him while workin' ;p

She was made out of rain

She was made out of rain
How else could I explain
The maiden who appeared in the mist
But suddenly didn’t exist?

I saw her
The rain trickled off her
Swam around her
Like an obedient child
Trying to please
Or did my eyes
Deceive me?

Vivid colours reflected
Deflected
She was there.
A shape
Sparkling, alive
A face.

I inched closer to her
I inched closer
To hear

With the sound of the rain
She was gone
And the road was
Empty

I bent down
Touched the water
Put it on my face
It was real
But it couldn’t erase

What I had seen
The girl made out of rain
How else
Can I explain…

-Push July2010

You can't lock anything really.

You can't lock anything really.
So why bother locking your heart?

Five minute fights.

let it break
bleak
sink in
weak

wreaking
me slowly
consuming
wholly

i give in
get out
or is it
another round about
little trait
i dont understand
makes it hard
to hold your hand

bending
with patience
blending
infatuations
of things
not yet
understood
touch wood

so far
so good
so shut the door
shut my heart
get out
live without
us or we
cant see
eye to eye
but are angry

the battle grounds'
alive awake
ready to take
everything we've got

you're slipping
i'm tripping
the sky's black
under attack

i didn't see it
you didn't feel it
is it over?
dust settles over nothing.

"little fight"
we overhear
"alright?"
we're near

the smiles escape
and love...
the battle ground
has gone underground
like a distant memory.
forgotten story.


push aug 2010

The Cat fixation. :p

ever since my cat came, we've been obsessed with him. here's proof now.
all my doodles are around cats now! ;p

the beginning and the end.

The words fumble
As the appearances tumble
Down the carefully built
Mountains and seas
Of our destiny


push

underneath the stars

Underneath the stars
I lie
With no one but you
On my mind

My tears flow down my face
Disappear into the ground
No one seems to hear
The silent sound

Tell me you’re here
Bring me back to life
Tell me you’re here
You’re right by my side

I think of standing up
But then I know I stand alone
It’s like all of these years
These feet weren’t my own

Tell me you’re here
Bring me
Back to life
Tell me you’re here
You’re right…by my side

I wish you didn’t leave me
In this world of pain
I wish I could be
Who I was again

I wish I could fade
Softly into the sky
Maybe you’d come to say
Say goodbye

I wish you didn’t leave me
How I wish you didn’t leave me
Underneath the stars…
I’m alone
And you’re so far.

Push 2004

wrote this song many years ago.. still sing it once in awhile.. me and my guitar :)

my new blog title image

:) worked hard on it. love to have your comments.

push

i dont know again.

age is a number.
time is not.

-push