Friday, October 31, 2014

The you -call- me -first.

Are u not sleeping.  Are you awake. It's the same question. Different take. It seemed to rhyme there and I'm fine here. Making no sense at all passing the time here. Breaking but not broken, freaking but fine here. Wondering what's taken although I've got what is mine here. Speaking in secrets faking a cigarette.  There is no shame in those wandering thoughts. Okay I'm drifting and the cloud is lifting. Before I start dreaming tell me if we're meeting.  My phone is a good place although we can't have a coffee. We can't have a kiss, we can't have a night.  We can have the pleasure of just saying goodnight.

Thursday, May 8, 2014

That night

What if we were not we.  We were there, by the edge of the cold road ..hanging on for dear life.
The cars would pass us by.. the head lights bright and deafening.  The night would never begin till the city fell silent.
We would untangle from our embrace and I would find it hard to breathe. But you would make me.

And  there was a spot. By the side of the flyover we would go underground.  We would change. Transform.  Maybe we were never human.  Or maybe we are and no one else is.
We can float now.  We can creep up through the ground like a new root breaks the ground till the leaves unfurl..
We don't sleep. We fly. Your skin glistens and there is rhythm in everything. . We can see the patterns.. We can read the universe.
The night is ours.

What if. But didn't we just live it? Just a little bit?


Wednesday, April 30, 2014

The furry playlist

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Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Lunching alone

Surprising games of hide n seek
Secrets I don't like to keep
But are we there yet
where we can talk of our deepest fears?
So scared always of doing something wrong
That I can only tell you things in riddles and songs.

Why do you pull away
Leave me to think of things
Which night mares are made of
Take off

That ego and look
This is a step we took

Games I can't play
Secrets I don't like to keep
So come out in the open baby
You ll be surprised
That love is deeper
than that.


Friday, October 11, 2013

Im waving goodbye.
Slowly in my head.

Thursday, August 22, 2013

tuning in

Been so long since I found myself alone
Doing nothing not glancing into the phone
Waiting to look within
I’ve forgotten the colours
I used to live in

It was quite a life
Chasing you down
And making you mine
And right now right here alone
I feel undone

And I know
It feels like it rained
On everything
But even the rain cant
Wash those days away

And I know
It feels like the conversations strained
But even the telephone line
Cant’t disconnect the voices
In our head

I don’t want to sit here
Useless waiting to see
Where this road is leading to
I already know

I’m breaking in
Don’t know how to
Fix it but let me

And I know
It feels like it rained
On everything
But even the rain cant
Wash those days away


Saturday, June 8, 2013


Her heart knew nothing. Only time decided.

acrylic on canvas, painted this saturday night, particularly restless about painting something spectacular, but the pressure was too much and this is all i could do. Need to chill out.

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Time has passed.
Have I become what I never wanted to be?
Is the me in me fading?
I can’t speak poetry
I can’t dream like I did
Is this growing up?
I hate it.
Why so straight, so sharp, so crisp
So unreal, unnatural
So much hate.
Waiting for the other to strike
Ammunition already ready
I’m so prepared
It’s sad.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

The Angry Tweet

 So we never speak of what's going on underneath.
Wrong doesn't fit into the song... So you sing it in your dreams.


Thursday, October 25, 2012


The futures too big
So I step back
To get the total look
Too many things I could be
Wish I could
Put my head into
A software, sort, delete
And programmed
To succeed.