Saturday, January 29, 2011

will he?




The TV these days seems all about love and romance although those are the things glaringly missing. It's getting scary. Will he won't he? More importantly, are we on TV?

-push

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

So...wake up!

I just cant seem to wake up early. Its really upsetting cause I got a gym membership and everything in attempts to get fitter, because I need to do a lot more in my life than before. There's a whole lot of driving, traveling and stress.
So after going to the gym three days instead of thirty, I'm wondering how did I get here and what the hell to do.

Things that kept me from getting up and going to the gym:

1) Not enough support from friends. Now I kept listening to "Oh YOU? going to the GYM? WHY? you're THIN! No way, you're not gonna last even a day. You just CANT. I know you too well." Well you know what, that doesn't help. I really didn't know that I can't do what I put my mind to. I had no idea that's the impression you guys had, and it just pushed me to take it easy.


2) Waking up early. Tried gymming in the evening but I would be stuck in office, driving or chilling with friends... learnt the hard way evenings are NOT free for me.

3) Not being completely convinced that gymming is right for me... I mean there's belly dancing (lol), yoga, aerobics... isn't gymming like... boring?

4) Becoming overconfident.. "if I get fat, I'm sure I'll lose it.."

5) Not being FULLY DETERMINED!! AAAARRRGH I HAVE TO DO THIS!


I'm guessing ALL my problems will be solved if:

1) I WAKE UP EARLY

2) I don't discuss my gym plan with anyone but supportive people (i know who they are now)

3) Action out the two points above.

Well here's to me!

best of bloody luck.


edit:

"...Think about it — if you oversleep just 30 minutes a day, that’s 180+ hours a year. And if you’re at 60 minutes a day, that’s 365 hours a year, the equivalent of nine 40-hour weeks. That’s a lot of time! Now I don’t know about you, but I can think of more creative things to do with that time than lying in bed longer than I need to.."


Something i found from: http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/2006/04/how-to-get-up-right-away-when-your-alarm-goes-off/

Saturday, January 8, 2011

new blog image

"The scene plays on
With an enchanting song
Within my head
Against a shade of red.

Reflections in the mirror
Stare at me
A face I can’t remember
Is all I can see"
Push
http://blindedblueteddy.blogspot.com/2007/10/regret.html


inspired by something i wrote.
tell me how you find it.