Lunching alone

Surprising games of hide n seek
Secrets I don't like to keep
But are we there yet
where we can talk of our deepest fears?
So scared always of doing something wrong
That I can only tell you things in riddles and songs.

Why do you pull away
Leave me to think of things
Which night mares are made of
Take off

That ego and look
This is a step we took
Together.

Games I can't play
Secrets I don't like to keep
So come out in the open baby
You ll be surprised
That love is deeper
than that.

Push

Im waving goodbye.
Slowly in my head.

tuning in

Been so long since I found myself alone

Doing nothing not glancing into the phone

Waiting to look within

I’ve forgotten the colours

I used to live in

It was quite a life

Chasing you down

And making you mine

And right now right here alone

I feel undone

And I know

It feels like it rained

On everything

But even the rain cant

Wash those days away

And I know

It feels like the conversations strained

But even the telephone line

Cant’t disconnect the voices

In our head

I don’t want to sit here

Useless waiting to see

Where this road is leading to

I already know

I’m breaking in

Don’t know how to

Fix it but let me

In

And I know

It feels like it rained

On everything

But even the rain cant

Wash those days away

Push

HeartKnowsNothing

Her heart knew nothing. Only time decided.

acrylic on canvas, painted this saturday night, particularly restless about painting something spectacular, but the pressure was too much and this is all i could do. Need to chill out.

Time has passed.

Have I become what I never wanted to be?

Is the me in me fading?

I can’t speak poetry

I can’t dream like I did

Is this growing up?

I hate it.

Why so straight, so sharp, so crisp

So unreal, unnatural

So much hate.

Waiting for the other to strike

Ammunition already ready

I’m so prepared

It’s sad.

The Angry Tweet

 So we never speak of what's going on underneath.
Wrong doesn't fit into the song... So you sing it in your dreams.

-Push