On my way

Every time I try to join 

I remember why

We were meant to be 

In different worlds

I’m happiest watching you 

like you’re a planet

Rotating along on ur axis

The colours are bright and brilliant

Nice from a distance.

Not everything can be planned

Not everything is right

When the heart gives up

It’s time to take a stand

I can’t be standing here

In your torrential downpour 

I can’t be wishing it was

Something more

The urge to get away is so real

I can’t believe I’d thought I’d healed.

I can’t defend you forever

I can’t always hold your hand

I’m growing older

I want to do what I can

Before my time is up

And it’s time to go

I can’t live with knowing

This is all i’ll ever know

But I wouldn’t want to be there

I need my space

I’ll find it

On my way.

-push

21.08.2020 10:12 pm

The Furry Playlist {8} What about adulthood makes me so frail within but hard on the outside?

 After forever... 

Been missing my little black space on the internet.. 

No idea where all these years have gone. Happy blurs of smiles, moments, things, growing up, growing old, nights and day everything in between..

the easiest seemed to just update this playlist.. amazing how something like blogging on my own blog used to bring me happiness but now - its a tad bit daunting, feel like my writing skills have gone to hell. 

soon, soon.. i'll bit by bit. It's like stumbling out of a cave.. got used to the comforting embrace of lying  in the shadows of what I could do but no longer can.. the rays of light harsh as I stumble out.

What about adulthood makes me so frail within but hard on the outside?

Is it like that with all of us?

Anyway. Getting back to it..

So here goes nothing.

Black Pumas - Colors

Dire Straits- Southbound Again

Daniel Norgren-  Howling Around My Happy Home

John Legend -Who Did That To You? 

KOKOROKO- Abusey Junction

see you soon.