programmed

The futures too big

So I step back

To get the total look

Too many things I could be

Wish I could

Put my head into

A software, sort, delete

And programmed

To succeed.

push

cat where you at

time time time tie-me

I’m laughing

At time

All the time

Just the way it’s

Laughing at me

Let’s play these games

Even those I’ll lose

No matter what you choose

These hands will

Grow old and betray me

These eyes will fail

And I’ll beg you for strength

But you’ll play your games

And I’ll marvel

Like a fool

Watching seasons change.

Text Messages

Midst the sunset, about to go down
I'll be meeting delhi underground
 All that remains colours and lights
How I miss you to bring the city back to life..


I was walking all day with company.
 Nearby she spoke but I couldn't hear or see.
 I know this time is hard for you and me
but I know all will be well
 when you bring the city
back to life for me..

 -push

Lets grow cold together...

fare and square

The walls don’t close in. there are no moments of reflection, of suspicion that life is waiting  like a shadow in the dark with a sword to tear me through and through. There’s also no wondering, no dreaming- that urge to just be a part of something, create something… I’m walking – just straight. All is fare and square, everything out in the open, the problems are bigger than I've dealt with but they're in boxes, the vision clear- but clarity…clarity can be cold and bland. You see as much as what’s in front of you…clarity is limited.

I’m growing silent.

-Push

the furry playlist {7}

band (song name)

neon indian {polish girl}

bonobo {days to come}

quantic {not so blue}

omar {its so...}

chaka khan {aint nobody}

all my loving}{ }{ bracket butterflies.

Spring!

This time I really waited.

mystery man.. acrylic paint

Tales of the Sea Green Guitar......

cut out fishes swimming on jeans

Children

Oh we came out, shining, silver, covered in dreams

Bringing wonder, amazement, oh a beautiful hello

Some imagination, music, poetry, destruction

Hanging on to colours we painted

In your mind

Before we were born

We knew them already

We saw them with unopened eyes

Another shimmering blue dream

Red streaking through

The saxophone and piano

Kisses, oh love.

We left you wordless

Soundless

Breathless

Your heart as light as a raindrop

Fell, dissipated.

- push, jan’12